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Anak ku makin petah...

Lately we are trying to introduce Zharif to his coming soon sister...(i hope!) by pointing my tummy and say
"Abang.. see.. perut mama got baby inside..."
Makin lama dia dah mula suka tunding my tummy and kiss it and say
"Mama.. see... baby!!"
to me okla.. at least he knows ada baby coming and i hope dia realise that soon he's gonna be big brother!
but one day... Zharif ask for his nenen.. and after he finish it up.. he realised that he was full...
so he pull up his shirt while lying down and call me...
Zharif: "Mama..mama... seee... "
Me : "See what Abang..."
Zharif : (pointing to his tummy).. "BABY!!!"
Me: "No Abangggg... u have no baby in ur tummy laaaaaaaaaa" *sigh*
Maybe he misunderstood my big bulging tummy as perut yang sudah kenyang... hahahaha

My First Baby

I was Tagged by Annasuejie and zaidatul abu bakar..

1. WAS YOUR FIRST PREGNANCY PLANNED?
Nope..

2. WHAT WAS UR 2ND CHOICE NAME OR OPPOSITE GENDER NAME ?
2nd choise was : Tun Irfan Hakim.
Opposite Gender was : Tun Fatihah Dourra

3. WHAT WERE YOUR REACTIONS?
mula2 blur... then nervous ... then blur lagik... then freak out!

4. HOW OLD WERE YOU?
26 tahun

5. HOW DID YOU FIND OUT YOU WERE PREGNANT?
setelah buat urine test sendiri 6 kali... dan period lambat...

6. WHO DID YOU TELL FIRST?
Firdauz..

7. DID YOU WANT TO FIND OUT THE SEX?
Yup...

8. DUE DATE?
19Th August 2006 (Our Wedding 1st Anniversary)
Due for C-Section on 08/08/2006
tapi... bersalin pada 04/08/06

9. DID YOU HAVE MORNING SICKNESS?
yes.. muntah aje kerja.... lemah semacam je lepas muntah... rase serik nak makan tapi lapar....

10. WHAT DID YOU CRAVE?
Dave's Deli... Rice Biscuit... Ikan Keli... Limau... and Air Kelapa

11. WHO/WHAT IRRITATED YOU THE MOST?
bau bawang putih kene tumis... bau nasi tengah masak...

12. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CHILD'S SEX?
Boy

13. DID YOU WISH YOU HAD THE OPPOSITE SEX ?
Yes.. biasela... but after gave birth, I was overjoyed and grateful for Zharif

14. HOW MANY POUNDS DID YOU GAIN THROUGHOUT THE PREGNANCY?
22kgs

15. DID YOU HAVE A BABY SHOWER?
Tak Pandai nak meminta... dah dapat rezeki anak pun Alhamdulillah

16. WAS IT A SURPRISE OR DID YOU KNOW?
neither

17. DID YOU HAVE ANY COMPLICATIONS DURING YOUR PREGNANCY?
Yes, Diabetes... and now diabetes again...
i prick my fingers for blood to check sugar... then poke some insulin at my tummy before meal... and prick my fingers again after meal to check sugar again... for every each meal...
my fingers were like some pin-cushion where tailors keep their needles... only become harder...


18. WHERE DID YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Pantai Medical Centre

19. HOW MANY HOURS WERE YOU IN LABOR?
warded around 11pm something... gave birth at 12:12 am .. less than an hour...

20. WHO DROVE YOU TO THE HOSPITAL?
my dad.. my hubby was the co driver... and my mom behind right by my side..

21. WHO WATCHED YOU GIVE BIRTH?
Other than docs and nurses... no one

22. WAS IT NATURAL OR C-SECTION?
C-Section

23. DID YOU TAKE MEDICINE TO EASE THE PAIN?
yup.. sleep all the way...

24. HOW MUCH DID YOUR CHILD WEIGH?
4.28kg.... i repeat... FOUR POINT TWO EIGHT KGS

25. WHEN WAS YOUR CHILD ACTUALLY BORN ?
4th August 2006 0012am

26. WHAT DID YOU NAME HIM/HER?
Tun Muhammad Zharif bin. Mohd Firdauz

27. HOW OLD IS YOUR FIRST BORN TODAY?
2 years, 6 months, 1 week

28. WOULD YOU DO IT AGAIN?
Already in the process... *sigh*

Zharif... Oh Zharif

I know i havent been a great mom lately... bila balik rumah, terus terbaring.. penat la katakan.. then tgk Zharif datang approached me.. "Mama.. mama... how r you!?".. tersengih je tgk.. kesian pulak aku tak melayan dier...

Setiap hari aku balik dari kerja.. dia punye sambut... amboi.. meriah.. dari gate rumah dia dah jerit.. "Mama!! Mama!!"... belum keluar kereta lagi tu..... bila dah sampai depan pintu.. dia siap buat aksi tangan macam Silakan Masuk...or Selamat Datang... hahha.. kelakar la Zharif ni... hilang rase penat kerja or stuck dalam jam.. then he would gimme a great big hug.. macam dah lama tak jumpa... padehal setiap hari i akan balik rumah for lunch... hhehe... manje..

FYI, i dont speak English at home... tapi yg terkagumnya.. Zharif speaks English.. thanks to channel 613 Astro... hahha... my bad.. but then since i discover he tends to speak more in English.. i pun dah mula layan skipping speaking dengan dia...

Baru2 ni i put him on a diet... he's already 23kgs... i cut his 'nenen' to once or twice daily... tapi.. ada masanya i 'kalah' jugak dlm meng'control' diet dia...

Zharif : Mama.. nak nenen...
Me: Kan abang baru nenen tadi.. dah habis dah..
Zharif : Nakk... nak nenen.. k? (Sambil angkat kening sengih sengih)
Me: Dah la Abang.. cukup la k.. lain kali pulak..
Zharif : (Muka dah berubah.. kerut dahi...)
Me: Kita sleep ok? Zharif good boy kan?
Zharif : (Terus duduk...).. Mamaaa... Puhhleeeeeezzzzzzzzz..... (gaya merayu)..
Me : (*sigh* camne nak tolak kalau dah sweet macam ni... ) Ok..ok. Abang wait... mama buat nenen...
Zharif : Thank you... (sengih puas.. pujukan menjadi...)

camne la nak dietkan dier ni... kang balik KL sure totok n papah marah mama tak ctrl berat badan Zharif... hehe..

Dia dah pandai mengira one to ten.. dia sebut one lain skit.. nan, tu, twee, for, five, sick, seben, aid, nain, tennnnnnnn...
For alphabet pulak.. pantang nampak ape2 huruf.. he'll go 'A' 'B' 'O' 'P' 'O' 'P' 'O' 'Peeeee'...
hilang semua 'C', 'D', 'E' semuaaa....
dia dah mula nak bercakap.. risau jugak... he just turn to 2 and a half on the 4th this month but still not talking much... Late talker...
tapi sekarang nampak gaya dah mula nak bercakap lah....

baru2 ni sejak Mama dia mengandung, dia nampak gaya manja semacam... semua nya nak manja dengan Mama.. then pandai bossing around.. i think he already figure out what Maid is for.. he instruct the maid this and that... and also.. dia dah pandai berlakon...
Pantang tegur aje dia... he will 'Nyeaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh' (bunyi macam menangis.. tapi tak ada air mata...) .. dia juga pandai cari corner... and sit there facing the wall hoping his Mama or Ayah come and pujuk dia... oh please.. kami buat dekk je...

sometimes sebab nak kan attention sangat... he will suddenly menjerit 'Akitttt' and point to his forehead... konon sakit dahi la.. dan selalunya.. Ayah dia la yg akan melayan gosok dahi dia , kiss dahi dia... then baru dia peluk ayah dia.. then baru dia mood OK balik..

aduhaiii anak terunakuu...
*Sigh*

Tag from supermom

Soalan 1 Bila kali terakhir anda pergi bercuti dan kenapa/sebab anda nak pergi bercuti?
Kali terakhir saya pergi bercuti adalah di Sematan, Sarawak... sebabnya saya tidak ada hala tuju di Kuching untuk Raya Haji yang lepas....

Soalan 2 Berapakah umur anda? (jangan malu2 nak announce)… dan adakah anda rasa puas dengan pencapaian anda diusia anda sekarang ni?
saya baru 29 tahun setengah... dan saya masih belum puas dengan percapaian saya dari segi kerjaya, tetapi dari segi kekeluargaan, saya nak masuk 2 ni... okla...


Soalan 3 (tak jawap pun tak pe) Saya tahu anda seorang yang gemar bergambar didepan kemera! jadi pergi ambik kemera anda dan snap gambar wallet/beg duit anda! jangan la malu nak cakap berapa harganya sebab kuantiti nilai dalamnya lebih berharga!


jawab setengah setengah...hehehehhe

Soalan 4 Anda mungkin seorang blogger, bila waktu yang paling anda suka untuk update/kemaskini blog anda dan kenapa anda pilih waktu itu?
Selalunya saya update bila saya boring atau saya ada masa terluang... sebab waktu itulah saya free memblog...akekekekeke

Soalan 5 Apakah yang berlegar2 dalam fikiran anda sekarang?
bahaye ke budak dalam perut ni aktif sangat, aku ni boleh ke balik tgk wedding adik aku bulan 3 ni... nak due bulan 4... ish ish...

Soalan 6 Apakah habits anda?
tido.. standard la tu...

Soalan 7 Apakah matlamat anda untuk tahun 2009 ni?
saya mendoakan agar suami saya dapat peluang transfer kembali ke semenanjung Malaysia...
dan dapat better job... maybe amik some courses ke...

Soalan 8 Senaraikan 4 perkara yang anda akan lakukan selepas menjawab tag saya ni?
1. buat lagi satu tag... qim tag lagi...
2. sambung buat vb program ni..
3. balik lunch tgk anak..
4. maybe sambung nap kejap masa lunch hour nanti.... ngantuk la...


Soalan 9 Adakah anda seorang yang pemarah/pendendam / bengis? dan cara anda mengatasinya
semenjak mengandung ni saya cepat naik hangin kalau ada orang buat salah... then bila badan penat lagila cepat hangin... tapi selalunya saya terus tido... wakakakaka...

Soalan 10 What happened to you in 2001 till 2004?
2001: abis dip
2002: buat deg
2003: blajo
2004: blajo

next victim?
1. fafarara
2. nuar

The seronok part of reading blog

Recently i pickup a habit of reading other people's blog.. seronok la actually... and most of all the interesting part is.. cara other people berfikir...

i suka salah satu blog kawan i pasal boycott Israel's product.. apa yg menariknya ialah.. TRUTH HURTS..
Sejak perang yg lepas.. yes, i menyampah dengan Israel.. yela.. tidak berhati perut and all.. then i luahkan perasaan i dekat blog or facebook... dimana.. kedua2nya product Israel..
so these 2 tempat which i luahkan perasaan is actually tempat they all jugak...
haha.. funny... dalam FB pun ada tempat petition menentang Israel... (FB belongs to the JEW).. and ada tempat donate ur status lagik...
heheheh...
memang tak boleh lari...
but then dear, u can always niat yg u akan selalu sokong Islam...
kalau tak boleh boycott.... maybe dengan berdoa.. dengan sedekah... banyak la cara lain...
betul tak?

KENALI POKOK GHARQAD YAHUDI

Nabi saw bersabda dalam sebuah hadis sahih yang diriwayatkan oleh Imam Bukhari, Muslim dan al-Tirmidhi bermaksud:

" Tidak akan berlaku kiamat sehinggalah akan berlaku peperangan di antara orang Islam dan Yahudi, maka pada waktu itu (tentera) Yahudi akan dibunuh oleh (tentera) Islam, sehingga apabila orang Yahudi berselindung di sebalik batu dan pokok, lalu batu dan pokok itu akan bersuara dengan katanya: 'wahai muslim, wahai hamba Allah, di belakangku ini ada Yahudi, marilah bunuhnya', kecuali POKOK GHARQAD (yang tidak bersuara), kerana sesungguhnya ia merupakan pokok Yahudi ".

Hadis ini menceritakan tentang peristiwa akhir zaman iaitu waktu hampir kiamat. Pada waktu ini tentera Yahudi yang dipimpin oleh Dajjal akan berperang dengan orang Islam. Dalam peperangan ini, orang Islam akan dapat membunuh dan menewaskan orang Yahudi sehinggakan apabila mereka berselindung di sebalik mana-mana batu dan pokok untuk menyelamatkan diri, maka dengan izin Allah pokok dan batu akan memberitahu tentera Islam tentang Yahudi yang berlindung di sebaliknya. Akan tetapi satu pohon yang tetap berdiam diri dan akan bersekongkol dengan Yahudi iaitu pohon yang bernama Gharqad.

Craving

During this 2nd pregnancy.. i crave banyak la jugak bende.. ada yang dah dapat.. ada yang belum...

Yang belum adalah...

1. Pop Corn Caramel...

- Ya Allah... aku teringat kat TGV atau GSC.. mane la aku nak cari bende ni.. aku teringin la sangat...

kalau balik KL pun mane sempat nak singgah TGV ke atau GSC... nak suruh pos melampau la pulak...hahah.. sedihnya masih tak dapat bende ni... huhuhuh...

Sabar aje la...

2. Kerang Rebus..

- meleleh babe tgk gambar ni... huhuhuhuh

- teringat zaman dulu suka melepak dengan Syarina makan keras rebus sambil mengumpat...ahaks!

-takpe.. bende ni boleh dibeli bila2 masa saje kat kuching ni sebab kuching banyak seafood.. cuma tak tergerak je nak ke kedai.. busy kerja maa...

3. Makaroni... cheese

Ini nanti aku serang Secret's Recepi... ahaks!

dan antara yang dah...

Ikan Keli masak pedas mak mertuaku... hehehehehe

Relief...

Yesterday i had the MOST detailed scan.. the most nervous day in my life....

this detailed scan will check the baby from head to toe including:

1. check the amount of water in the brain.

2. if the brain is complete..

3. check for any hole in the heart..

4. check if all four chambers in the heart..

5. checking the tummy..

6. enough kidneys..

7. the length of the bones

8. the backbones..

9 baby lip cleft..

...and many more...

i was shaking like hell for this scan because i know i have the risk to all the above factors... i'm a diabetes pregnant lady... *sigh*

the scan took about 1 hour long... and the result was...... SATISFYING...

my baby is 99% healthy!

Alhamdulillah Thank God!

no cleft, no hole in the heart, and so far seems ok...

and the best part is... i get to see the baby smile at me.. and i get to see the baby in 4D version... and yes, it's definitely a GIRL...

As you can see the pic here, this was taken after she smiles... you cant see the eyes tho.. coz its close.

i did get to see her eyes open.. and at that moment.. i just feel like crying... i was so happy..

the doc keep saying either "Good!" or "Excellent!" while checking the baby's heart, body and all...

and erytime he say it.. my smile keeps getting wider and wider... so happy that this baby is Normal...

:)

what an amazing experience!

Cant wait for her to be born..

i feel so blessed.. 2009 is not bad after all...

Here's another two pictures of her...

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Indonesian Maid anyone??

Recently there's 2 girls from Sambas, Kalimantan wants to work as a maid in KL..
anyone looking for maid can go thru me... the cost rm4K only..
the procedure??... hehehe.. call or email me at surayamegat@hotmail.com...
Thanks...

Just Eaten....

This is a picture of me after breakfast today... taken by Diana... hehehhe...
Almost half way to go!!

Getaway..

Last thursday i just bought tickets back to KL.. to see Shikin's wedding (my sister-in-law)..

a quick trip back... 19th to 22nd.. .. happy? well yeah... but kinda frusterated its a short one... not much u can do but at least i wont be missing the wedding....

I'm wondering if i get to see Imran's engagement on 28th of February and Ikram's wedding on 8th of March... I'll be quite heavy by then... I'm due on the 9th of May 2009...

Isnt it ironic? I mean.. the brothers u love and grow up with.. and u wont able to make it... your own flesh and blood.... frusterating la... hopefully my doc would let me...

Tomorrow i'm going for a little get-a-way to Sematan Palm Beach Resort.. been there before actually...

The place is just one and a half hours drive from Kuching.. the view and the beach is superb... did i mentioned about how i like the beaches here... cantikk...

Jauh beza dengan pantai di Port Dickson.. hehehe

Its surrounded by peaceful, rich and natural environment. There's also a nearby waterfall which i havent see yet.. Selakau longhouse... and u can even dive and snorkeling at Talang-Talang Islands, which u can see from the beach... nearby there also there's a Gunung Gading National Park whereby u can see the world's largest flower, the Rafflesia... huhuhuh...

If you guys interested to go here.. here's the info...

Sematan Palm Beach Resort Sdn. Bhd.

Lot 295, Kpg Sg Kilong, Jalan Seacom,

94100, Sematan, Kuching, Sarawak...

Tel : 082-712388, 711808...

the room tariff is as cheap as rm153 per nite! (including breakfast and dinner)

:)

bye.. I'll upload new pictures soon...

I miss home

I really miss home... i just feel like i want to go back... i dont want to stay here anymore...
I hate it here... i really do...

I really wish that some miracle to happen so that i can just go back to -at least- semenanjung...
Please pray for me...

Saturday

came to work..alone..
had breakfast in the canteen...alone...
no one in the office... so i work alone...

i badly need a break away!

Kelebihan Selawat ke atas Rasulullah saw

Rasulullah SAW telah bersabda (maksudnya) bahawa
"Malaikat Jibril, Mikail, Israfil dan Izrail (astws) telah berkata kepadaku :

Berkata Jibril AS - "Wahai Rasulullah SAW, barang siapa yang membaca selawat keatasmu setiap hari sebanyak sepuluh kali, maka akan aku bimbing tangannya dan membawanya melintasi titian seperti kilat menyambar".

Berkata Mikail AS - "Mereka yang berselawat keatas mu, akan aku memberi mereka minum dari telaga mu" Berkata Israfil AS - "Mereka yang berselawat keatas mu, akan aku sujud kepada Allah SWT dan aku tidak akan mengangkat kepalaku sehingga Allah SWT mengampuni orang itu"

Berkata Izrail AS - "Bagi mereka yang berselawat keatasmu, akan aku cabut ruh mereka itu dengan selembut-lembutnya seperti aku mencabut roh para anbia.

SubahanAllah...

Lone Ranger

Recently my husband is always away on work basis.. Last week he was away to KL.. then to KL again.. now he's in Bintulu...
I hardly spend time with him lately and i do miss him so much...
its either he's home at night or.. he's away...
I feel a bit lonely..

The new maid i have, well,i'm not that 'connected' with her yet..
not to mention the communication barrier we had between KL language.. and Indon Kalmantan..
I cant really share or let go my daily complaints or stories with her yet..
Even tho she smiles, but i know sometimes whatever i said might be something she doesnt understand much..
good respond tho.. but she's just doing it so it doesnt hurt my feelings...

As a chatterbox myself, its kinda frusterating...
I feel a bit lonely...

I miss my mom and how she always listen to me whenever i have those daily complaints or stories to share..
over dinner or in the kitchen..
or even while both of us watching TV together..

Friends? Well, most of them are in KL... i do have Syarina to talk with...
but talking over the phone and smsing is quite diferent compare to talking face-to-face, seeing the expression on the face...
ah.. frusterating..
I feel a bit lonely..

When i look at my son, i always feel pity and sorry for him as he doesnt have anyone to play with..
he used to enjoy having uncles and aunties to play around and 'totok' or 'papah' to bermanja...
look at him..
still young.. and already lonely...

Just by thinking about Diana's leaving Portrade.. I actually burst into tears one nite..
I realise that Diana is the only one i've been sharing my feeling the most...
A chatterbox to another chaterbox.. what a chemistry...
and to think of how boring my life could be later on in KPA..
I feel very lonely....

Suddenly i realise i have no one to turn to...
Ah.. life of a lone ranger in a stranger land...

Not forgetting me now as a preggo.. I feel that this pregnancy have no special feeling.. Way before when i was pregnant with Zharif...
everybody was showing their concern.. the attention and being spoilled a bit.. was actually kinda fun...
and always around with family and friends...

*sob* *sob*...

I'm lonely...
I wish i can just go home.....

Mama's Heart

When i was a child.. i used to love kids so much..
i take care of my lil' cousins and play around with them...
how adorable and cute they are..
I enjoyed telling them stories and just sit together with them watching the telly..

Kids.. who doesnt adore them? Espeacially when they say the darnest things and do cute stuff..

I always wanted my own kid.. to play with and to take care of...

Now, I'm a mother to Zharif.. and another one coming soon next year May.. I realised that kids aren't just about playing with and taking care of... ITS MORE THAN THAT!

Suddenly i became more sensetive.. more passionate..
and my heart becoming more tender than ever...
i learn a lot from just being a mom... the patient, the concern... oh! everything...

The moment i knew Zharif had some reflux problem few days after he was born.. i easily broke down and cry...
felt so useless.. and wish it was me who have this problem.... feel so sorry for the little bub..
yet i cant do much but pray...

the drama goes on.. as time passes by...
He have gone thru fever, cold, scratches, rashes, colic..
falls down and hit his head, bruises,
bengkak sana, bengkak sini....
and as always... i ended up panic, emotional, worried and kelam kabut....
yet...
to be there and see how Zharif grow up is always been a great journey...
the first smile.. the first laugh.. the first step.. his first food... all this 'first momento' of his life...
i was there... and i'm glad i didnt missed any...

and my heart.. grew more tender and stronger thru it...

As i mentioned before in my previous post.. i just got myself a new maid...
Its a relief to know that Zharif can accept her... and they can get along well...
Keep advising the maid, please take care of Zharif like ur own child.. dont let him play with small items, make sure the floor is dry, - in short, a save environment for Zharif..
and please play with him whenever he wants to...

Worried and yet i have to somehow learn to trust others... a split feeling..
... that i have to go thru as a working mom...

Just now, after my lunch break, when i was about to leave the house to work, he started to cry... "Mamaa.. nooo" and he hugged me so tight...
that i feel bad for leaving him with a stranger at home...

"Mama pergi keje k.. kejapp je... petang nanti Mama balik k... Zharif good boy kan?? kan??"
he noddd... as if understand what i'm saying...
"I love youuu zhariff... see you later ok?"
he nodded again, wiping his hingus away...
"yay yev yuu mama" ( i love you, mama)..
"byee..." he waved...

my heart crushed the moment i start the engine and reverse my car....
he started to cry again....
this time the maid hold him.. and carry him up...
i feel so hopeless... yet i have to move on..

oh the Mama drama...

Tired... mInd , Body and s0uL...

This morning i got down to canteen for breakfast ..alone... Had some Laksa Sarawak... and while i'm at it.. my other hand was busy smsing Diana, my officemate... whom i seems to be closed to lately... yeah.. did i mentioned that i'm kinda lone-ranger in this Kuching town?..

She smsed me.. good news.. and bad newss...
i cant bear the bad news.. she's quitting... of a better offer.. more into politics... huh.. and basically means leaving me.. alone...... in this office...

Suddenly i feel a big burden just landed on my shoulder... heavy tho.. but i kinda used to it before... and my feelings started to color-up to blue...

I'm tired...
Last september.. i got to know that i'm pregnant... I'm happy but bearing with all this pregnancy symptom i'm having..fatique, nausea and all.. i'm physicaaly tired...(not to mention grateful too)..
I cant pickup my son anymore.. i cant bear the 23 kgs toddler pressuring my abdoment..
and he's really active!
...tired...

Last October, hari raya.. eid mubarrak.. i let my maid go home to her village... and leaving me and my hubby taking care of zharif back in KL..

Tired? that's normal when u're travelling...

2 long weeks after.. we're back home...
back to office... overloading work awaits...

Tired? That's the price u pay when u take long vacation tho....

Later.. i found out that my maid which i have gave the freedoom to go back home and celebrates raya with her family.. celebrate toooooo much that she has gotten herself PREGNANT...

My husband and i took the immediate action.. send her back home the next day itself...
Had to take emergencvy unpaid leave and back to KL...
later got my mom followed me back tyo Kuching and get myself a new maid... train her and coach her again... and of course.. scared that zharif cant accept the maid...

Tired? yes, used to have maid around...

and now....
Diana's quitting...
There's only me and her tho handling Kuching Port Authority cases...
and we're still handfull with works..
......and to know that she's leaving... i feel some stress flowing into my nerves system...

Tired? just by imagining me handling the whole case alone... Yeah, who doesnt...

What's next?
Recruiting new worker.. and me giving training all over again like i used to give to Diana?
Tired? Hell yeah!!!!!!!!!!!

god help me please here....

Fwding Email

Eventually my email account has joined some yahoogroups which send me bunch of emails weekly (i guess).. and some of the mail is about Nabi Palsu.. Well, this 'false prophet' writes letters and replying some comments with harse languages which makes me wonder.. 'if you are the prophet, why do u talk that way? arent u suppose to be calm and steady?'... and the funny part is... "wah.. nabi pun ada gmail account..wakakakakka"

Come on la.. there's only one last Nabi.. that is Nabi Muhammad s.a.w...
Kuatkanlah iman.. jgnla cepat terpedaya ye...